You know your at breaking point when you feel like you have please everyone no matter what. When your opinion and actions mean nothing to you anymore. When all you do is crave sleep and being wanted, being loved. When after you thought you pleased everyone, it’s soon not good enough- there’s more work to be done. When the bags under your eyes are so dark, all the makeup in the world can’t make them seem any better looking. When the ones you love turn on you. When the ones you love ...
2am & wide awake... its as if d word sleep is finally gone... Browse ur phonebook... call him... and all ur heavy feeling is gone... "Hey, I can't date u, ur an unbeliever!" Is it fair? Would obedience count if deep inside ur hurt? You know what I'm feeling right now? I'm i a middle of a crowd, screaming at the top of my lungs, and nobody seems to care... Facade... wat u see isn't really wat u get... ...
Nothing in this world happens by chance... No one can judge. Each person knows the extent of their own suffering or the total absence of meaning in their lives... A few people would talk about the horrors in other people's lives as if they were genuinely trying to help them, but the truth was that they took pleasure in the suffering of others, because that made them believe they were happy and that life had been generous with them... CRAZY = Alive in their ...
June 13 I AM CREATING something new in you: a bubbling spring of Joy that spills over into others' lives. Do not mistake this Joy for you your own or try to take credit for it in any way. Instead, watch in delight as My Spirit flows through you to bless others. Let yourself become a reservoir of the Spirit's fruit. Your part is to live close to Me, open to all that I am doing in you. Don't try to control the streaming of My Spirit through you. Just keep focusing on Me ...